Old House
by Alex Dally MacFarlane
Old house, close your jaw.
I am no maiden, ignorant of a man's needs
and empty of mind. I know the wolf
in his fur-coat, his grandmother-dress
and his house-shirt. Your hunger is
written plain in crumbling bricks and
peeling paint and in your door, open
just wide enough to tempt. But
how many maidens will I find inside,
hanging carpet-wrapped (little cocoon-feasts)?
And how many bones will I find inside,
white jigsaws (with a thousand solutions)?
Old house, close your jaw.
My sun-brown limbs are not for you,
my dress will not digest. I have
no desire to see your stomach, maiden-lined
and warm. I am not here to step inside,
sacrificial, head held high even as you
tear me asunder, emissary from the town that
loses daughters like crippled lambs to a wolf.
Old house, close your jaw.
Admit only light through your clouded panes,
illuminate my sisters hanging from your walls
like mannequins. Admit only light
and crack open a window, just a little--
yes, like that, coquettish--and now admit
my words. I took lessons on a dusty roadside--
a wizened woman whispered the how and
I listened, rapt, and copied her tongue
like a girl tracing images and calling
them her own. Admit my words
and obey:
Old house, close your jaw.